Today has been a long and draining day.
So many emotions, feelings, thoughts, and tears. Sometimes the only release is to cry… and write.
Writing has always had healing power for me. Much like in my childhood; paper, pens, and books are where I hid… where I shared… where I let go.
Letting go is not always easy but when you share with something that can’t talk back things get a lot simpler.
On top of this emotion filled day I learned or rather I was reminded of something that I’d forgotten about myself being a Leo and all. For the most part I am most definitely an introvert. I prefer my own company to the company of mass strangers and I refuel or refind my center by doing solo things like listening to music, reading, or writing.
This video was assigned for a class but has helped me today so I’m sharing:
Rediscovering that my outgoing personality has nothing to do with how I recharge was a blessing. It also confirmed why I disdain clubs/big parties, and why I tend to enjoy the company of those that I’ve known most of my life.
I’m a walking contradiction in a sense because I truly love meeting new people, believing that, strangers are just friends that haven’t met yet; but I don’t always like the people I meet. I love everyone but my tolerance for ignorance and bullshxt is low these days.
I am going to work on catering to and loving on all of who I am. We cannot forget the foundation of who we are because we grow from that place, friendly reminders help us stay in contact with that inner child that still sees everyone as our friend.
Peace & Blessings